Wait, Whose Kreal?

For the last two weeks I have been in a mental hospital after clawing a good chunk of my wrist off with my fingernails before they could stop me.

 I’ve dealt with major depression, social phobia, extreme isolation, panic attacks, and most recently a very bad case of borderline personality disorder all my life and I’m attempting to make a change.  Like the building blocks of when we were little, I have to arrange, re-tune and rebuild my personality from the ground up.  This will not be easy, in fact, I’ll be the first to say its going to be hard as fuck.

But the fact of the matter is, I’ve done terrible, evil, unforgivable things that pound at my head like the Engergizer bunny on adderall and I’m tired.  I’m working hard to change, and they say the first step is making friends.  This is my phone number 864-230-3957.  I suppose this is creepy, or am I just paranoid, or is it a strange loquacious spawn of the two of them?  These are the things that keep me up at night.

Tomorrow is a new free day, 

I don’t want to fall in love with every girl I meet,

I don’t want these memories floating by my skull and taking pieces when they please,

I don’t want to break down crying, throwing up, and shaking at work while there are people depending on me,

I want to be happy.

Tomorrow is a new free day,

I hope to meet myself smiling in the morning.

corpsegrindinman:

(via onlythedeadgetthrills, dressrehearsalrag-deactivated20)

[Flash 9 is required to listen to audio.] I'll See You In My Dreams - Django Reinhardt

oldhollywood:

Django Reinhardt - I’ll See You In My Dreams

hankdoneitthisway:

brianorwhatever:

windows98:

holy shit

FORREAL WHY THE FUCK DO YOU NEED A PIECE THIS BIG IF I WALK INTO SOME DUDE’S HOUSE AND I SEE THIS TYPE OF SHIT I JUDGE HIM HARD NO LIE MAKE HIM UNCOMFORTABLE IN HIS OWN DOMAIN

exactly how I feel about this kind of shit. biggest waste of weed ever.

Agreed.  I’ll stick with my inconspicuous bowls and not smoke a gram in one hit thank you very much.

(Source: human-activities)

I’ve had a girlfriend who’s just like for the passed month.

I forgot to tell you guys that, or did I?

I dunno it seems like all people do is talk about their significant others it seems pretty lame so on another note:

I really like McD’s frappe’s.

(And she’s a 28 year old mom, did you see that shit coming?)

has never hit this close to home.

mudwerks:

Gustav Adolf Mossa - Elle (1905)

I’m assuming this inspired some Darkstalkers character designs.

oldhollywood:

The Holy Mountain (1973, dir. Alejandro Jodorowsky)

“I believe that the only end of all human activity - whether it be politics, art, science, etc. - is to find enlightment, to reach the state of enlightenment. I ask of film what most North Americans ask of psychedelic drugs. The difference being that when one creates a psychedelic film, he need not create a film that shows the visions of a person who has taken a pill; rather, he needs to manufacture the pill.”

-Jodorowsky, quoted in El Topo: a book of the film 

My main man Alejandro.

GPOY